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I've been making some bad decions lately. I've barreled myself into a hole, and deep one too.
As of today, I am grounded for 2 weeks.
I feel horrible. I'm disappointed in myself.
I can't take anymore risks.
My mom and I have been a little rocky lately and I made things worse, and better today.
I apologized for yesterdays issue, but todays issue just blew the other one out of the water. Her and I are on good terms.
However, she doesn't trust me anymore.
That's a big issue with me. Trust.
Everyone thrives on it. Society cannot exist if trust is not established.
If I defy my mom anymore, it will take a lifetime plus some to re-establish this trust.
I cannot allow that.
I will do whatever it takes to ensure that doesn't happen.
Whatever it takes.
As of today, I am grounded for 2 weeks.
I feel horrible. I'm disappointed in myself.
I can't take anymore risks.
My mom and I have been a little rocky lately and I made things worse, and better today.
I apologized for yesterdays issue, but todays issue just blew the other one out of the water. Her and I are on good terms.
However, she doesn't trust me anymore.
That's a big issue with me. Trust.
Everyone thrives on it. Society cannot exist if trust is not established.
If I defy my mom anymore, it will take a lifetime plus some to re-establish this trust.
I cannot allow that.
I will do whatever it takes to ensure that doesn't happen.
Whatever it takes.