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I finally have time to breathe.
It's almost as if i forgot how to relax because of finals and everything that's been going on.
Pretty much, my life has been at its busiest. Bustling "holiday" house, homework & studying up the ass, exams...
And now it's all over. An abrupt stop. A sigh of relief.
But now I don't know what to do with myself. I'm going to be spending so much time alone during this break.
I got A's on all of my exams that i know of with the exception of Chemistry (the class I studied the most for, isn't that my luck).
I'm content with most aspects of my life right now; the only thing I grow apprehensive about is my friendships with certain people. I can feel them falling apart, I know it's imminent, and I'm wondering if there was anything I could have done to prevent this.
I guess good things have come from my alienation from the people I used to spend the most time with: I'm considerably less reliant on always having plans or someone to talk to.
I know I probably say this every year, but Christmas doesn't feel like four days away. I know it's because I've been so busy.
My mom is absolutely freaking out. I think our Christmas dinner, on Sunday this year, is going to have at least 15 attendees. That's probably a record.
I can't help but be excited this year, though 'm a little guilty because I haven't done much Christmas shopping for anyone at all (except John :D).
Today I actually spent some time with people my age, and it was honestly refreshing. It's really nice to hear about other peoples lives, ones that I'm not always hearing about and are relatively drama-free.
It's almost as if i forgot how to relax because of finals and everything that's been going on.
Pretty much, my life has been at its busiest. Bustling "holiday" house, homework & studying up the ass, exams...
And now it's all over. An abrupt stop. A sigh of relief.
But now I don't know what to do with myself. I'm going to be spending so much time alone during this break.
I got A's on all of my exams that i know of with the exception of Chemistry (the class I studied the most for, isn't that my luck).
I'm content with most aspects of my life right now; the only thing I grow apprehensive about is my friendships with certain people. I can feel them falling apart, I know it's imminent, and I'm wondering if there was anything I could have done to prevent this.
I guess good things have come from my alienation from the people I used to spend the most time with: I'm considerably less reliant on always having plans or someone to talk to.
I know I probably say this every year, but Christmas doesn't feel like four days away. I know it's because I've been so busy.
My mom is absolutely freaking out. I think our Christmas dinner, on Sunday this year, is going to have at least 15 attendees. That's probably a record.
I can't help but be excited this year, though 'm a little guilty because I haven't done much Christmas shopping for anyone at all (except John :D).
Today I actually spent some time with people my age, and it was honestly refreshing. It's really nice to hear about other peoples lives, ones that I'm not always hearing about and are relatively drama-free.