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Dec 16, 2010 09:21

Talkin to slef.
ok. It's Okay to go back to Cali. I mean if there ever has been such a thing as a California girl...yeah I am the California girl. Let's face it you're hooked on nature. You may just be hooked on big cities too. Lets face it the whole world looks flat to you here. For some strange reason you DON'T feel like checking out anyplace new, in terms of living there. You've grown up a bit. Just not quite enough to be in a spot where you don't act like a monkey. That's okay. You're a fucking monkey, and that staying still and not making disruptions stuff just isn't your cup of tea. You don't have to act like a mom, you are no freekin mom. Who cares if half the state is running the hell away. Someone has to steal their jobs. Someone has to be out and about weird at the grocery store and on the sidewalks or it just wouldn't be California.

For some strange reason you don't feel like checking out any new place.
No. No. No girl you are NOT going to be condemned to this packing and unpacking bullshit.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TOO MUCH STUFF. AT ALL. Don't freak out. You have two GREAT places in Wisconsin to run too. It's okay.

You're not a hippy loser. But you sure the hell don't live here. Why? It's probably a medical reason. You can't stand to even hear or see this whole blah blah blah I hate that plant bullshit. Let's face it child...sometimes you're known to go for a bit of a jog. The elements here are harsh.

Let's face it...the energies are stronger out there.

and your hooked. You can do it. You can find a way to pay rent, and eat, and drive. The Universe is going to let you. The Universe is going TO ENCOURAGE YOU, and blatantly present you with a wealth of real fulfilling well paying opportunities. The universe knows that if you can have what you want you will be able to help millions. Just by being a fucking monkey.

You have faith. Perfect fucking faith.

and ps. yes you did see a full time cybergirl at the mall.
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