middle
Yesterday was right in the middle. Kind of weird. Kind of boring. Kind of okay.
I love it here. Missouri is the best mid-city in the world. Unfortunately...The redhot chili peppers have made quite a few songs that tear me to shreds.
I don't deal well deal with this kind of stuff.x3
I miss the hell out of the boys.x3
I now have a pretty extensive ideas of what I would like to do. x3
No matter where I am I *need* the net.
I *have to have a vehicle* HAVE TO.
I *need* to figure out if I need more school.
I *need* to figger out this cash shit.
40 hours a week at a starbucks ain't going to cut it.
I wish I could see into the future. I sure do like dogs. But man...
they really restrict your life. Especially if you want to globe trot or stay in hotels.
srsly...the rent, the finding people to watch them. Can't really fly em around.
I mean you can...but it's not real nice.
I still feel like I can't make a major move till I get home.
I still feel like if I go home where I can be that is not my home...
it's going to hurt some feelingsx3
can't I just blink my eyes and twitch my nose and wiggle my ass...
and make it fucking happen?
guh.
I want to go home.
:) :( :| >:P
How am I spozed to figure it out with all this shell shock?
..........................
the bags are half unpacked.
half packed.
I spoze that's progress.
................................
it looks like I'm at the end of the paperwork.
that will narrow some immediate things down.
I feel good enough to do some odd jobbing.
What do you mean Missouri isn't a city?
I love it here. Missouri is the best mid-city in the world. Unfortunately...The redhot chili peppers have made quite a few songs that tear me to shreds.
I don't deal well deal with this kind of stuff.x3
I miss the hell out of the boys.x3
I now have a pretty extensive ideas of what I would like to do. x3
No matter where I am I *need* the net.
I *have to have a vehicle* HAVE TO.
I *need* to figure out if I need more school.
I *need* to figger out this cash shit.
40 hours a week at a starbucks ain't going to cut it.
I wish I could see into the future. I sure do like dogs. But man...
they really restrict your life. Especially if you want to globe trot or stay in hotels.
srsly...the rent, the finding people to watch them. Can't really fly em around.
I mean you can...but it's not real nice.
I still feel like I can't make a major move till I get home.
I still feel like if I go home where I can be that is not my home...
it's going to hurt some feelingsx3
can't I just blink my eyes and twitch my nose and wiggle my ass...
and make it fucking happen?
guh.
I want to go home.
:) :( :| >:P
How am I spozed to figure it out with all this shell shock?
..........................
the bags are half unpacked.
half packed.
I spoze that's progress.
................................
it looks like I'm at the end of the paperwork.
that will narrow some immediate things down.
I feel good enough to do some odd jobbing.
What do you mean Missouri isn't a city?