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[_ditz_]

i have realized that i should stop sucking sugarcubes like a pill-popping adict.

i have realized that everything is beautiful but not many people want to have a camera in their face a few times a day.

i have realized that i am different from a lot of my family, but its okay, they must feel indivisual also.

i realized that my grandmother is old and needs to be institutionalized unless the entire world wants to be buried in fake plastic flowers and booze.

i realized that im always happy in front of other people but if they want to get inside my head, i might let them.

i realized that i am desperate for someone to do the above.

i realized i need a best friend. male, hopefully, to hug. to just cry into their chest.

i realized i need a brother.

i realized i might get one.

i realized i miss my real brother who left our family and will never come back, even for his baby sister.

i realized i love my cusin very much and when i go to cali some time this summer to see my sister i want to see him too cause i miss them all, and sunny california.

i realizeed that i am open for all ideas and anyone can talk to me, and i will make them feel better. i will if they ask.

i realized that im a weirdo, but its okay, i like it like this.

that is all. i opened my eyes.