Aug 06, 2006 18:00
i just wanna take this opportunity to vent a bit
i hate fuckin' will so much... but the worst part is, i hate him because i really think hes so attractive and i know that as soon as we crossed over the canadian border to get back into canada after florida, he wouldn't give me the time of day.. that was in january (actually january 1st) and its still the same to this date
i guess its kinda like this joke a guy once told me...
"what do fat chicks and mopeds have in common"
theyre both fun until your friends find out.
thats right, my brothers found out... and back here, apparently theres way hotter girls.. i was convenient
and thats all i was...
i hate thinking hes attractive... you don't even understand though how devastatingly gorgeous his eyes are ... or how nice he is sometimes...
hes soo funny
but that doesn't make a difference i guess
because i'm fat and thats just what hes looking for.
my dad says: "will is so excited about coming with us in our car on the way to florida again! he said he wanted all of the same people - zach, matt, thorne, him, dan, you, me, and nicole"
i laughed so hard
and my mom says "yah know nicole, will includes you"
and i was like "yeah, i bet"
like what the fuck am i supposed to say? no he fuckin' doesn't unless hes got a fuckin' boner and its late at night
because thats all i'm good for.
he said maybe 5 words to me all weekend. and he was there all day both days... but i mean... i'm nicole and i'm only good for a nice couple of handjobs during the night and some head if our accomodations had allowed it.
and even after all of this, i'm a retard and i still think hes devastatingly attractive.
and he still bothers me more than anything else
so much for being over him eh.