walk away a savior
I really should have used last week to prepare for this one. I am going to DIE. And I was going to make A's in 4 of 5 classes - but now I'm looking at a C or 2, possibly. I always crash and burn. I'm sure this weird depression thing I've got going on right now isn't helping anything. Actually, it's ruining everything. I hope I can pull myself back together to finish the semester.
I've felt like crying all day... and that's always fun.
South Beach Diet again. AGAIN. Been doing it since Friday. Jesus, I'm pathetic. I'm not even losing weight - but I'm not really GAINING either - and I'm not trying to compensate [for the moment at least] and it's probably only because that takes too much effort. Always dieting... always trying to figure out HOW to eat. I want my life back.
School is HARD. I need a break. SO BADLY. I really can't wait for this semester to be over [even though it feels like it just started].
I don't know.
I've felt like crying all day... and that's always fun.
South Beach Diet again. AGAIN. Been doing it since Friday. Jesus, I'm pathetic. I'm not even losing weight - but I'm not really GAINING either - and I'm not trying to compensate [for the moment at least] and it's probably only because that takes too much effort. Always dieting... always trying to figure out HOW to eat. I want my life back.
School is HARD. I need a break. SO BADLY. I really can't wait for this semester to be over [even though it feels like it just started].
I don't know.