We are but a lost soul searching for something better.

[_discarded_love]

Before we were human we were only displaced souls derived from the form of "the good". We were unaware of anything, but in search of everything. That is why we are here. We are here to educate our soul and prepare it for death. If we do not live our life to the fullest, consuming all possible knowledge we can...when we die our soul will remain displaced, and unaware. If we are wise with how we live our life, when we die we will only know good. We will have acheived perfection. We will know the forms as they are, not how they are percieved in our physical world. Pysicality is ugly, it is the soul that is beautiful. The soul is beauty, and we spend our lives trying to become beautiful. The body is a way to bring our soul awareness, the ability to strive to know the forms as they are, how they were before we became human. But don't worry, if you die young, or old, if your soul is not satisfied, it will find another body in which to be aware...to further educate itself...to reach nirvana, to reach "the good" to know things in their true, perfect state.

This is what I've been learning in Philosophy. It's a beautiful and complex idea. But, if nothing else...I hope it to be true. I want to learn all I can, because if there is something better than this...I wouldn't choose to live life again. But I enjoy it while I do, despite the disatifaction, or the insincerities, the facades and bullshit. I know what I have to do.

Just live my life...because this is my chance. And I would rather do it right the first time around.