Just let me know...

Nov 02, 2005 17:49


|| I don't wanna spend another night
Trying to figure why you are always on my mind ll

I really hope what I heard is true. i hope to god its not a rumour. after that night, wow. you still amaze me with everything you do. i hope you know that if it is true, i feel the same way. if not..then i don;t know how to feel. it would be very fluke-ish if it was real though, because you mean so much to me, and its just like..i thought we had our time, but then we drifted. then we were friends, then we drifted. now we're back to being friends. and im so happy to have you in my life. your amazing. seriously, i would be a completely different person without you.

"Two weeks and three whole days and I give in
I was doing so good but you always win
And I really wish sometimes that we would just move on
But what would I be doing if you were gone"

And it all goes back to that night. when it seemed like we clicked. once again. and you know what? I'm ready. for good this time. im not like i used to be, i realize now that when i lost you, i was so hurt. and i felt like a part of me was missing. even now, having you as my friend, i feel good again. but for that period of time when we were nothing to eachother, i was a wreak.

-You don't know me
Like you knew me
You stopped listening
The moment that I needed you the most
You can't see me
Like you saw me-

Its like that. yeah. its how i feel around you, just complete perfection. even as a friend. or more. it doesnt even matter to me, but i love you as a friend, and it almost feels like when im with you, its like we're meant to be..but then i think to when we broke up, and that clearly means we arnt. and now i hear you like me again...what am i supposed to think.

i dont know.

could you tell me?

erin.

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