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Sep 01, 2005 21:45

The sun is filled with ice and gives no warmth at all, I never cared for you...Willie Nelson

Still have my fingers crossed for the job that I put in for. Things are looking good for me though, so yeah I hope I get it. One good thing in my life would be pretty damn good. Next month I turn 21, so then it will be legal to drown my sorrows of a false love...lol I know I need to cut her loose, and its cut. Wether I want it or not. The reason it's hard for me to get of the subject of her isn't love. Oh No, its disgust. If there is one thing I hate in the world it's liars, it makes me want to get violent to hear lies. Because if you lie, you've got no respect. Mainly for yourself, but also for the person you lied too. If you know me, you know that I love RESPECT, RESPEKTA is awesome. No matter what she says, she never had respect for me. If what she says is taken at any truth now, her going back to him shows she has no respect for herself. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH RESPECT!?!

How come ANY girl I fall for, uses or lies to me?

Sometimes I feel like I've been tied to the whipping post, tied to the whipping post, Oh Lord I Feel Like I'm dying... The Allman brother band

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! The really nice girls I know and or might like, don't like me back. So I wonder if they chose me, would they just be settling and thats why they don't. Because if that's the case, maybe I should settle. I still got some torment that my heart can take, so give it your best shot. I'll probably never be able to trust again.

Yea, so i thought I fell in love with the perfect girl. But I was wrong she was just a dirrty girl. Always said the right things, but to her it didnt mean a thing. She said she was no good at expressing. How could that be when she played my heart like and instrument. I don't mean to toot my own horn. BUt the bitch is missing out, when she walked out. I cant believe I trusted you, you were the perfect lie. Said you wanted one thing, but it didnt matter. Cuz like a dirrty slut you only want to FUCK. So when he throws you away like a dirrty rag, maybe he realized he's a fag. I'm just kidding... Seriously though, when he breaks your heart, don't call me.
Cuz I told you so.

If only the rollercoaster I wanted was AVALIBLE...
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