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And now I lay my heart down to rest, adn never feel again...
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me? I guess you could say to many things to mention. But one thing that just fucks with my head is, the girl I fall in love with. She is fucking great when we're together. But when we'r apart I have no fucking clue. She's happy and in love with me when we are together. But thats never good enough I guess. So now she goes from taking her space, to shutting me out. And the sad thing is whens shes ready I'll most likely be there for her, so we can be together again. I am such a pussy! I cant think straight without knowing, but she cant think enough to tell me anything I guess. Why can't one girl see me for me, and that be enough.
Maybe I'll never be enough? Perhaps I'm just another bump in the road. Just one more thing for someone else to conquer? I don't know? But I need her... :(
Want to start up the IHWA again, not sure who's game though?
I think it would be some good fun, and its something I could definetly use to pass the time. So I won't self destruct...lol
Well anyways, I've got at least seven of us signed up for the next IHWA event. I think I found something I'm good at.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me? I guess you could say to many things to mention. But one thing that just fucks with my head is, the girl I fall in love with. She is fucking great when we're together. But when we'r apart I have no fucking clue. She's happy and in love with me when we are together. But thats never good enough I guess. So now she goes from taking her space, to shutting me out. And the sad thing is whens shes ready I'll most likely be there for her, so we can be together again. I am such a pussy! I cant think straight without knowing, but she cant think enough to tell me anything I guess. Why can't one girl see me for me, and that be enough.
Maybe I'll never be enough? Perhaps I'm just another bump in the road. Just one more thing for someone else to conquer? I don't know? But I need her... :(
Want to start up the IHWA again, not sure who's game though?
I think it would be some good fun, and its something I could definetly use to pass the time. So I won't self destruct...lol
Well anyways, I've got at least seven of us signed up for the next IHWA event. I think I found something I'm good at.