May 17, 2006 19:40
prank calls are a little overrated, don't you think?
today is my night to stay in and take time to myself.
no work.
no television.
no friends.
nothing but myself and my music.
i can't stop thinking about Jesus. i want him back. i really do.
i just don't want pain. i don't want to give myself to him again, only for it to be thrown back in my face. i really LOVE him. no joke. its not lust. its LOVE. i can't make it anymore clear. i only have eyes for him.
i don't know how i'm going to make it on my own if we aren't together.
ugggh.
i thought he was the boy i was going to marry.
:[ i still want him to be the one.