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[_dirrtylaundry]

i thought I've found The One.

Turns out that I missed out his middle name, he's The Wrong One.

After painting such a beautiful future in my mind and then dashing it, that's just plain cruel.

I was hurting, so much, so badly. God has time and time again told me that he's not The One, but I foolishly held on to the relationship with my wilful self-efforts.

I asked for a sign to show me that he's not The One and while His advice for me had fallen on deaf ears, God made sure I wasn't blind to see it.

There I saw him, with his ex-girlfriend (whom he didn't say much nice things about to me while we were together) and his aunt and uncle ahead of me in the queue for church service.

That did it for me.

I'm letting go of unpleasant, bad things, so that my empty hands can now receive the best things that my Abba Father wants to bless me with.

This may be the one of the lowest points in my life, but I believe it's a launching pad for me to achieve/ receive greater things through Him.

I'm leaning on You, I'm learning to operate in Your timing.