best walk home ever
that was just the most amazing bus ride/walk home.
that half hour of my day is always the best time.
me and belle and sebastion.
being alone in my head,
thinking,
appreciating things i dont normally take the time to appreciate.
my biggest problem with my life has always been lack of change.
lack of excitement.
being in the same town that ive always lived in just gets so dull.
but today, things changed.
on the bus, i just looked out the whindow the whole time.
i looked at things,
like it wasnt my town.
liek i was somewhere else.
i looked at every detail.
and you know what i found?
a million things ive never seen before
in this little town ive lived in forever.
i saw 3 farms, abandoned houses, HORSES, flocks of birds, feilds, an amazing view of the city.
all things i never looked at before.
i want to take pictures of them all.
just because its something different
something new in this town that is so old to me.
then i started to think.
about everything on a new level.
i thought about ALL the things i dont take the time to appreciate
and i took my half hour bus ride/walk home to think about them and appreciate them.
the grass below my feet,
the air i breathe,
mobility of my body,
a mind to think about the things i was thinking about.
and to sum up all of my walk.
i took time to appreciate LIFE.
how amazing it is to actually be alive.
fuck the drama, fuck relationships.
fuck being use, fuck worrying.
fuck the future.
i am living, and there couldn't be anything greater than that.
that half hour of my day is always the best time.
me and belle and sebastion.
being alone in my head,
thinking,
appreciating things i dont normally take the time to appreciate.
my biggest problem with my life has always been lack of change.
lack of excitement.
being in the same town that ive always lived in just gets so dull.
but today, things changed.
on the bus, i just looked out the whindow the whole time.
i looked at things,
like it wasnt my town.
liek i was somewhere else.
i looked at every detail.
and you know what i found?
a million things ive never seen before
in this little town ive lived in forever.
i saw 3 farms, abandoned houses, HORSES, flocks of birds, feilds, an amazing view of the city.
all things i never looked at before.
i want to take pictures of them all.
just because its something different
something new in this town that is so old to me.
then i started to think.
about everything on a new level.
i thought about ALL the things i dont take the time to appreciate
and i took my half hour bus ride/walk home to think about them and appreciate them.
the grass below my feet,
the air i breathe,
mobility of my body,
a mind to think about the things i was thinking about.
and to sum up all of my walk.
i took time to appreciate LIFE.
how amazing it is to actually be alive.
fuck the drama, fuck relationships.
fuck being use, fuck worrying.
fuck the future.
i am living, and there couldn't be anything greater than that.