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so, monday i couldnt go to school because of my disgusting tragus infection causing ear infection story. it sucks alot and hurt like a motherfucker, but my tragus seems to be gettign ALOT better. so mabee i wont get rid of it afterall.
wednesday- st patties day. took ym cam to school and have a shit load of pictures we had a 2 hour delay, so i was in a wonderful mood all day. 20 minuite classes go by so fucking fast its amazing. my dads out of town so afer practice iw ent over to kenzies house. her room looks soo good now. then we went to go see kevin's bros band play, along with the other band. too bad we get there n its all old drunk ppl and u have to be 21. i wasnt that disappointd tho, because beign in a room with old drunks didnt appeal to me that much.
had to row in the snow today. but i only had to row 1/2 of the practice so it was cool. then after the team went to friendlys together. i really had alot of fun. ashley gave me a dress that doesnt fit her today. cool thing it fits me perfectly.
last night i had to think about alot of stuf ive been trying my hardest NOT to think about. and im sorta glad i did, even tho it left me absolutly confused, and i spent hours trying to sort out exactly how i feel in my mind. i made no progress and still dont know what to feel or how to deal with it. it felt good to cry tho. i havent cried in a long time. im goign to try and list out some of the shit in my head right now, but it may not make any sence.
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wednesday- st patties day. took ym cam to school and have a shit load of pictures we had a 2 hour delay, so i was in a wonderful mood all day. 20 minuite classes go by so fucking fast its amazing. my dads out of town so afer practice iw ent over to kenzies house. her room looks soo good now. then we went to go see kevin's bros band play, along with the other band. too bad we get there n its all old drunk ppl and u have to be 21. i wasnt that disappointd tho, because beign in a room with old drunks didnt appeal to me that much.
had to row in the snow today. but i only had to row 1/2 of the practice so it was cool. then after the team went to friendlys together. i really had alot of fun. ashley gave me a dress that doesnt fit her today. cool thing it fits me perfectly.
last night i had to think about alot of stuf ive been trying my hardest NOT to think about. and im sorta glad i did, even tho it left me absolutly confused, and i spent hours trying to sort out exactly how i feel in my mind. i made no progress and still dont know what to feel or how to deal with it. it felt good to cry tho. i havent cried in a long time. im goign to try and list out some of the shit in my head right now, but it may not make any sence.
--i will be posting friends only about this in a minuite--