Dec 08, 2003 07:48
I am so exhausted!! I had to take home one of those fake babies for adult roles and it seriously cries non stop throughout the night! Im surprised I made it through the weekend with out throwing it down the stairs and keeping it in the basement. I don't feel good. :( I hate school. My face looks like shit.
I gotta help colb get a job this week so he can get away from his mom. DOES ANYONE have any idea's or places you could suggest or heard that was hiring??
My parents don't get home until tomorrow so today I havta clean the house, do all the dishes cuz I made chocolate chips cookies n stuff! I was home grounded.. Colby came over and we played video games. I love him sooo much. He is the most important person in my life. I get so nervous everytime he goes home, I'm scared their will be that "next" time and Im gonna lose him forever. After youve done it once, it's all the much more easier the next time. I love him. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I would give anything to be able to sleep next to him every night and wake up with him every morning. I need to get a better job and start being more responsible. I need to save money. I think Im gonna go into a gym or something and ask if I could be the front desk secretary person or something. I dunno. But that's my goal for this week! well bells gonna ring. Bye!