Feb 26, 2005 01:39
so i decided i hate winter... i feel like i drift away from my friends, i haven't done anything really fun or hung out with my friends as much lately and i hate it, i haven't seen a few of my good friends in along time like mitch or eric (but thats because they live so far away) or josh... i haven't seen him since like december and thats pretty gay. i haven't seen zach or his family as much lately, i used to be over there everyday over the summer but now i'm over there maybe like once a week if that. also lately it just feels like everythings falling apart, i feel like i'm falling so far from God lately, its almost like he isn't even in my life... though i know he is, its just how i feel. i don't really like it at all... i'm still glad i have a few people to talk to about this stuff with,