chen got scared
today a lot of scary things happened to me.. first holding bck a chair from a stair was just so scary for me y??? bcoz my sandals was slippery then it was heavy and huge plus i was on the bottom tht makes it so scary bcoz i dont know if it wud fall on me.. then mike's tummy hurts so bad i guess tht makes me feel so worried bcoz i saw his face turning red for real...it freaks me out a lil bit.. but one thing tht scares me a lot and bothers me way too much was about thth "bad thing".... it started bothering me from the time we left his parent's house and blake as me if i dont mind them doing it.. i even cnt give an answer.. i dont wnt to say yes tht as if i dont care and i dont wnt to say no tht it wil turned out to be an order from me telling mike wt he needs to do,, it just depends on him wt he wnt to do. im not saying im a very gud grl tht ive never tried it of course ive tried it its just tht i know tht u cnt get anything from it tht s y i dont like it at all.. i had a lot of bad experiences with it in the past tht scares me alot now and i dont wnt to deal with it anymore. i guess i cant hide the fact tht something is bothering me so later on i told him wt really bothers me so bad.. if it was a joke.. it was a really really bad joke..its not even funny at all. it bothers me way too much tht until now im thinking about it. wel anyweiz atleast i told him wt i feel..its so hard to keep it to myself for a while
its so nice to spend 2 days with mike... almost all of my girly stuff are already there except for some more clothes and this computer and evrything will be all set. we went to see spongebob and it was so cute although the latte tht i had wasnt really tht gud as wt i expected. lol...it was a very cute movie.. happy ending i guess. then went bck hime and wtch smallville..now i know y mike likes it so bad? it was a very very gud show now i like it too..if only i cud sit down on it to wtch it for the whole day without my eyes being tired i wud.. i like it a lot.its so good.
its so nice to spend 2 days with mike... almost all of my girly stuff are already there except for some more clothes and this computer and evrything will be all set. we went to see spongebob and it was so cute although the latte tht i had wasnt really tht gud as wt i expected. lol...it was a very cute movie.. happy ending i guess. then went bck hime and wtch smallville..now i know y mike likes it so bad? it was a very very gud show now i like it too..if only i cud sit down on it to wtch it for the whole day without my eyes being tired i wud.. i like it a lot.its so good.