best friends means I pull the trigger
best friends means you get what you deserve
being 17 without a job trying my hardest never to come home and switching places like a gypsy. In order to avoid my broken home of cuts and heartbreak. I have no perception of time or days therefore somehow the pass me by pleasantly quick. My school work is coming along slow but quicker then a couple of months ago. I always seem to run out of time with my life or maybe im letting it pass me by. I just wanted to take some time to thank some awesome people in my life who I love. Jon I love you more then anything and we have a great relationship even with ALL our ups and downs. I will ALWAYS be there for you when ever you need me no matter what. Your the only one that understands me and the only one who was ever there for me as much as you have been. I give you my heart to do whatever you please with it. To the 'rich kids crew' hahahah thanks for including me in everything and for being the straightest nicest kids ever. To Ashley for being one of my first friends out of the group and for giving me a chance and getting to know me and not judging and for being there for me and a great friend I love you. To James for being as sweet as you are and for being such an easy kid to talk to. You guys seriously deserve to be together for ever and I wish you all the luck in the world. To Katie even though we have our share of fighting and we never hang out anymore I talk to you like every day and your always there to listen and you and your family can be very critical of me but are always there when im falling to hard to help me up. I've known you the longest out of anyone and im sorry weve grown apart so much but I just want you to know you will always have a best friend place in my heart and don't forget our dream of being aspiring play boy bunnies when we were 14 ;] To Lisa I love you and your one of my best friends I know people say thing but I know how you really are and you drift but your just an emoic marijuana hippie at heart! <33 To Stephanie im glad were getting close I feel like I can talk to you and even if you don't understand you always make me smile. To Leigh I hate that big fight we got in over something totally stupid im so glad were friends again and that we didn't break apart. Your a sweet girl and im glad you found a guy now that doesn't walk all over you. We need to hang out more and I just wanted to say thanks for being so cool and easy going i wuvvers my leighburp!!!!!!!!! To Corey for being such a funny kid and always making me laugh and always being nice to me even though you sometimes make the weirdest comments toward me. Bros before hoes totally!! To the bible study kids and especially Kathy thanks for always guiding me to the lord and not abandoning me even when I was a suicidal psycho. To Marilyn and Steve thank you guys for everything youve ever done for me and my family. I couldn't even press how much it all means to me I love you guys so much. To all the rest of my friends thank you for being who you are and some of you have some amazing hearts and are the greatest people and I have no idea how I was lucky enough to find any of you. Lastly an d most certainly least Dara. Thank you for being my friend because now I know what backstabbing bitches little girls can be thank you for letting me realize the true value of friendship and that some friends are most certainly disposable. Yes like garbage. That's what you are. Im sorry to say it but im sure you know it to. How you wake up in the morning knowing that this is your life amazes me and I wish you the best of luck in that suckfest you call your life.
<3 theres beauty in breakdown
being 17 without a job trying my hardest never to come home and switching places like a gypsy. In order to avoid my broken home of cuts and heartbreak. I have no perception of time or days therefore somehow the pass me by pleasantly quick. My school work is coming along slow but quicker then a couple of months ago. I always seem to run out of time with my life or maybe im letting it pass me by. I just wanted to take some time to thank some awesome people in my life who I love. Jon I love you more then anything and we have a great relationship even with ALL our ups and downs. I will ALWAYS be there for you when ever you need me no matter what. Your the only one that understands me and the only one who was ever there for me as much as you have been. I give you my heart to do whatever you please with it. To the 'rich kids crew' hahahah thanks for including me in everything and for being the straightest nicest kids ever. To Ashley for being one of my first friends out of the group and for giving me a chance and getting to know me and not judging and for being there for me and a great friend I love you. To James for being as sweet as you are and for being such an easy kid to talk to. You guys seriously deserve to be together for ever and I wish you all the luck in the world. To Katie even though we have our share of fighting and we never hang out anymore I talk to you like every day and your always there to listen and you and your family can be very critical of me but are always there when im falling to hard to help me up. I've known you the longest out of anyone and im sorry weve grown apart so much but I just want you to know you will always have a best friend place in my heart and don't forget our dream of being aspiring play boy bunnies when we were 14 ;] To Lisa I love you and your one of my best friends I know people say thing but I know how you really are and you drift but your just an emoic marijuana hippie at heart! <33 To Stephanie im glad were getting close I feel like I can talk to you and even if you don't understand you always make me smile. To Leigh I hate that big fight we got in over something totally stupid im so glad were friends again and that we didn't break apart. Your a sweet girl and im glad you found a guy now that doesn't walk all over you. We need to hang out more and I just wanted to say thanks for being so cool and easy going i wuvvers my leighburp!!!!!!!!! To Corey for being such a funny kid and always making me laugh and always being nice to me even though you sometimes make the weirdest comments toward me. Bros before hoes totally!! To the bible study kids and especially Kathy thanks for always guiding me to the lord and not abandoning me even when I was a suicidal psycho. To Marilyn and Steve thank you guys for everything youve ever done for me and my family. I couldn't even press how much it all means to me I love you guys so much. To all the rest of my friends thank you for being who you are and some of you have some amazing hearts and are the greatest people and I have no idea how I was lucky enough to find any of you. Lastly an d most certainly least Dara. Thank you for being my friend because now I know what backstabbing bitches little girls can be thank you for letting me realize the true value of friendship and that some friends are most certainly disposable. Yes like garbage. That's what you are. Im sorry to say it but im sure you know it to. How you wake up in the morning knowing that this is your life amazes me and I wish you the best of luck in that suckfest you call your life.
<3 theres beauty in breakdown