im sick and im twisted. im broke and you can't fix it
drama follows me like my fucking shadow. Jon's so gay he always yells at me about money when he is the one with a job. N he said now that he has his car we get to see each other so much more, not happening. He told me today im jealous of another girl. I can say something really mean back to that but I will hold back for the moment. Plus he told me if im start bitching ever again he's not interested in having a relationship. It's so hard sometimes.
Dave is telling me he hates hiself and he wants to commit suicide and im the only girl he ever loved and when he gets out of college he's going to ask me to marry him. Lol he's so weird and emotional but I feel so bad I don't even know what to say to him. He treated me soo bad when we were going out and now he wants me back but it's FAR to late. Lisa was having a party Saturday but she tells me she's too depressed to go out and if she feels up to it she will call me. Then she says on her LJ that she is going out with someone else Saturday and she wants to do X. It's one thing ditching me Lisa but I hate being lied to.
My mom is so mean to me she always acuses me of everything. I asked to sleep over a friends house and she says no because im drugged up and need to come home now. She doesn't trust me and holds even things I don't do against me and never credits me for the stuff I do. The other day I was mad at her and she told me to "drop dead" What a lovely and unstable relationship I have with just about everyone.
nothing more then silhouettes of a pretty family on a postcard. Picture perfect, we are not
Dave is telling me he hates hiself and he wants to commit suicide and im the only girl he ever loved and when he gets out of college he's going to ask me to marry him. Lol he's so weird and emotional but I feel so bad I don't even know what to say to him. He treated me soo bad when we were going out and now he wants me back but it's FAR to late. Lisa was having a party Saturday but she tells me she's too depressed to go out and if she feels up to it she will call me. Then she says on her LJ that she is going out with someone else Saturday and she wants to do X. It's one thing ditching me Lisa but I hate being lied to.
My mom is so mean to me she always acuses me of everything. I asked to sleep over a friends house and she says no because im drugged up and need to come home now. She doesn't trust me and holds even things I don't do against me and never credits me for the stuff I do. The other day I was mad at her and she told me to "drop dead" What a lovely and unstable relationship I have with just about everyone.
nothing more then silhouettes of a pretty family on a postcard. Picture perfect, we are not