omgosh

[_die_romantic]

i seriously just came to this realization (again) that i'm not over boys.. i'm over me. i'm the one who lets myself fall for the nice things they say. it's programmed in their heads to say nice things to get in my pants and once they do they don't need nice words anymore cause they got what they wanted. so i'm just over listening to it. it'll be nice to hear "you're cute and funny and pretty" and whatever other "original" things they may have to say. but it won't mean anything. i don't know why this is all so astounding to me, it's kinda common sense for girls not to trust guys but i've always believed that maybe this guy meant it. maybe he wants to get to know me and junk.

so i will totally embrace what you have to say. but i'm not putting my heart into anyone's hands for a long time.

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