Meh. Screw 'em. They'll never be satisfied with me.
So, apparently I'm selfish and greedy... Apparently, I also won't have a family ever because I'm so selfish and greedy...no wife, no kids, just meaningless, sexual but unattached relationships. Apparently, I will become rich and accomplish great things, but keep all of the wealth and fame to myself. Apparenty, I don't care about anybody but myself. Apparently, everything's my fault. Apparently, I'm a failure. Apparently... Well, enough of that. Whatever. My parents can kiss my butt.
I think it's sad how my parents can speak so ill of me when the don't even bother to get to know me. Does anyone else ever feel this way? I am dead serious, I am the total opposite of my parents. I'm the only Christian in my household, and my parents blame my behavior on Christianity. Even my stepdad's best friend became Christian a few years ago, and I quote my stepdad: "Justin, you act just like him..." Well, the above mentioned things my stepdad told me is so not even me, nor his ex-best friend, for that matter... If he would just stop having this huge controversy with religion, then he would see who I am. I may treat them differently then I would anyone else, yes, but they ask to be treated that way. They act like jerks and put me down all the time. I don't ever hear anything positive come from their mouths anymore... I wonder why they always get the bad side of me. Everybody else knows my real side... I just wish they understood me more.
I was late to Youth Group tonight. After my parents and I had the worst screaming fight ever, I left and drove to Youth Group pretty upset. I was literally crying unlike I had ever before. I had this huge talk with God on the way there. I needed to say some things... I got to Centerpoint, and there werwe some little kids playing in the fellowship hall, and they said, "You're late, huh?". I simply said "yes" under my tears. I went to the bathroom and got some tissue and cleaned up my red and tear-stricken face. I went in with all of the other people in the Youth Group, and they were all happy to see me. I was overwhelmed. I sat down, and the tears started again. I felt like an idiot... I don't cry in front of people... Thank you for your concern, everybody :)
G'night. Sorry to write all of this crap again, but I have nothing else to write about...
I think it's sad how my parents can speak so ill of me when the don't even bother to get to know me. Does anyone else ever feel this way? I am dead serious, I am the total opposite of my parents. I'm the only Christian in my household, and my parents blame my behavior on Christianity. Even my stepdad's best friend became Christian a few years ago, and I quote my stepdad: "Justin, you act just like him..." Well, the above mentioned things my stepdad told me is so not even me, nor his ex-best friend, for that matter... If he would just stop having this huge controversy with religion, then he would see who I am. I may treat them differently then I would anyone else, yes, but they ask to be treated that way. They act like jerks and put me down all the time. I don't ever hear anything positive come from their mouths anymore... I wonder why they always get the bad side of me. Everybody else knows my real side... I just wish they understood me more.
I was late to Youth Group tonight. After my parents and I had the worst screaming fight ever, I left and drove to Youth Group pretty upset. I was literally crying unlike I had ever before. I had this huge talk with God on the way there. I needed to say some things... I got to Centerpoint, and there werwe some little kids playing in the fellowship hall, and they said, "You're late, huh?". I simply said "yes" under my tears. I went to the bathroom and got some tissue and cleaned up my red and tear-stricken face. I went in with all of the other people in the Youth Group, and they were all happy to see me. I was overwhelmed. I sat down, and the tears started again. I felt like an idiot... I don't cry in front of people... Thank you for your concern, everybody :)
G'night. Sorry to write all of this crap again, but I have nothing else to write about...