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I'm getting really tired of the vision crap. Honestly, why do they keep blasting me? I'm sick having a vision or two a day. My head is killing me nearly non stop. Sunflower's got a feeling that something bad is coming. Can't help with agree with that feeling. Dammit. Just what we need, more badness. Starting to wonder how much more badness I can take.
At least work isn't too bad. Rhia is a good boss to have. Though its annoying when I get visions then. Trying to get through that dance floor to the bed, ugh. I don't like having to call up Connor to help me either. Its an issue with me. Feeling all weak and helpless, like I can't take care of myself. I know Sunflower and Connor are just trying to protect me, but i don't like it. I've never needed anyone holding my hand before, no matter what, so its hard to convince myself otherwise.
But hey, I had fun at the cookout yesterday. Nice to just hang with the group and have fun. Never been big with Labor day before, infact I wasn't entirely sure what it was for other than another day off from school before now, but it was fun. Makes me wish we could have more times like that, and less with the demons and the visions.
At least work isn't too bad. Rhia is a good boss to have. Though its annoying when I get visions then. Trying to get through that dance floor to the bed, ugh. I don't like having to call up Connor to help me either. Its an issue with me. Feeling all weak and helpless, like I can't take care of myself. I know Sunflower and Connor are just trying to protect me, but i don't like it. I've never needed anyone holding my hand before, no matter what, so its hard to convince myself otherwise.
But hey, I had fun at the cookout yesterday. Nice to just hang with the group and have fun. Never been big with Labor day before, infact I wasn't entirely sure what it was for other than another day off from school before now, but it was fun. Makes me wish we could have more times like that, and less with the demons and the visions.