Sep 16, 2007 17:36
So then I woke up, but not literally, and began to cry when I looked at how I've interacted with males since the age of fifteen and two months. And even if it did take me almost five years to learn another valuable lesson in life, I hope it's not too late, and if it is I hope you'll still be there for me, you implying to anybody I have been there for and cared about over time. Maybe I do make it too easy, and maybe I really have been a slut. I've always thought I was a good person, that one day everything good would come back to me. Now either I am just being impatient, or I have been a bitch, a lying, cheating, always trying to look nice and innocent straight up bitch. I know how to talk to people, and I know how to word things, and maybe I have just used that to even convince myself that everything I have and have not done is justified. I don't know, this is (I'm )getting too deep