Life hurts....
seriously, is anyone ever 100% sastisfied with life? cause i sure as hell aren't. it sucks so bad, i was thinking about it alot today. i've got nothing going for me right now, and it's incredibly depressing to think about. i was wicked sad and i had no idea why. people change so quickly and im getting so sick of it. im finding it harder to trust people, i always feel like they're not telling me something. and boys, ahh whatever i pretty much give up, all i really want is a steady boyfriend, but apparently that's too much to ask. my life is a huge pattern and im getting pretty fed up with the way things have been going. i always meet a guy, he seems perfect things go awesome for like a month, then what nothing, it just becomes nothing. dude i wanna cry like wicked bad outta nowhere for no reason and im wicked pissed ahh i am so effiinn emotional right now. I WANNA SCREAMMMMMM SOOOOOO HARDDDDD ! i just need someone to talk to, but lately it seems like no one cares and the people that would care, i haven't talked to, so i guess its kinda pointless. i don't know what to doooooooooooo ahhHHHHhhh i'm so in chill mode right now, i don't want to talk to anyone, i wanna just stay in bed all day and listen to angry music. i need help. URGHHH i wanna swear alot, what can make this better?