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[_depthofdreams_]

im giving up the greatest thing i've ever had. for my entire life of bullshit and i finnaly have something amazing and im doing this. i think i really am happy being sad but i cant even feel anything right now and i dont like it. i did feel alive, i dont anymore. i dont know what im doing. nothing makes senses anymore.

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[nottaninja]

being numb is not good, but growing through it to be able to feel again is what will pull you through. you'll feel alive again. and things will make sense later. just don't give up hope on the every day things, take things slow and things will come to you.

i don't know it this makes any sense. or even if it's what you needed/wanted to hear. but it's all sincere.

keep the love. and love yourself.