this is love, so we'll survive.
we could talk this out to death, and sure.. i could make myself sound older and more mature to make you happy. But, the truth is, i'm still just so young. I havn't really realized until now how much more growing up and "finding myself" i still have to do. Maybe it's just because of summer and i want to do normal teenager things, or maybe it's because you want to wake up at 2 everyday, and go drink or smoke every single night. Maybe it's because that lifestlye just doesn't appeal to me. I already feel as if this summer is being wasted away by sleep. I don't know what i want anymore, and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. I wish i could tell you more of these things to your face, instead of being silenced in a perfect little bubble (that is our relationship) shit happens though, and we are not so perfect. I know we can work things out, but i'm not so sure i want to anymore. i'm only thinking negative, make me think positive, pleeeassseeee.