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i don't care about 'supermercados' or 'el pharmacias' or conjegation, or mineculor substances and membranes and labs and hypothesis's, or ecological issues, and i'm sorry but i really don't care about indoor pollution, i know.. i know.. i'm a horrible person who doesn't care about the environment now. i don't care about 2x=by+7 to the second power times 8 devided by 9.. blah blah, i don't care about what opium and alcohol and marijuana do to your cerebellum. I'm not even the slightest bit interested in school. BUT i am soo interested in my future, and being something, and getting out of here, but that's impossible without caring about all of these (what seem) stupid things. I don't know, it's hard to do all of this with zero motivation and i barely even get up in the morning, let a lone make it through a 42 minute class about absolutly nothing that interests me. I'm sick of dreading school. I've let myself become dumb. I just want to start doing good again, ya know? I refuse to settle down to other people's standards of me, i refuse to let what people say about me become true, because the truth is, most of the things people decide to say are completely not true.. i love how people feel slighted to say something about a person they know nothing about.