Manufactured Stupidity
People suck. I am guessing everyone reading this is already aware that people truly do suck, but I just wanted to make sure =P
Do any of you, other than Sam, have a clue on how much it really hurts to be called annorexic. I am definetely not annorexic. Annorexia is a disease. They group their foods into good things and bad things and the last thing I would be eating are the things I do eat, like candy. (Its not just Michelle that said it, it has nothing to do with her, its a bunch of other people)
Anyways, about my day. Uhhh. It was fine I suppose. Nothing very interesting happened.
In the morning me, Michelle, and Alyssa got to talk to Charlie and Rachel for a while. I dont talk much because I am just that cool, but it still counts. Then Mrs. N was a fucking nazi and yelled at Rachel. I felt bad for them, they arent used to her screaming at them like we are used to her screaming at us. Surprisingly she wasnt a bitch to the three of us in shop.
In shop we didnt do much, and third period we watched movies on sexual harrassment. Me and Michelle laughed throughout most of it. I hate those damn movies, but its better than doing work or having Mrs. N scream at us.
In history we did some crazy bullshit about forming a new government. I didnt really understand it but managed to write something. Once he made us "discuss it" which I didnt discuss, I just sat there listening, I understood it and felt pretty stupid for not getting it.
In english we went to the library to work on our resumes, me and Alyssa didnt really have to do anything because we did ours in shop last year. I talked to AJ. Well said about five words to the kid, but normally I wouldnt say anything to him. THe only reason I talked to him was because he overheard me and Alyssa talking and did the whole "include yourself" game. Which I dont mind at all, its the only way me and Sam made friends. Frank was just gross and kept saying things to me and it made me want to vomit. Wearing a corset causes a lot of unnecessary attention. Me and Jeremiah talked. Dont remember what we talked about but it was something along the lines of why sex is better than working out. Then he called himself fat and grabbed my hand. If Frank did that I would have killed him, but it was just Jeremiah, the kid I've known forever.
Then in math we did something I actually understood. Arent I cool. I still have Jeremiah's homework. Well not the answers, just the problems. Oops. Oh well, he will most likely copy my answers tomorrow anyway. In the beginning of math, before the bell rang Frank came in. It sucked because I was the only one in there, Jeremiah wandered off. It was just uncomfortable. I'm not afraid of him, I just dont like him or appreciate him staring at me.
In lunch Charlie was there. Me and Alyssa went to get hugs but before we could Rachel came. So then we went back to the table. Then Michelle called him over and we all got hugs. Michelle and Alyssa bought lunch, I stood on line with them. Then the rest of lunch Jeremiah was at our table and we all talked to him.
In gym I couldnt change. Damn corset. So me, Rachel, and Alyssa sat out. It was fun except the fact that Rachel hit me in the face with the thing she had.
In biology they got her to talk about her trip the whole time. Fairly interesting.
Our bus was like two minutes late, we played hackysack for those two minutes. I talked to Alyssa and Charlie most of the way home. Charlie stole all of our CDs. Damn him. Now I only have two left. Not fun, but if I really minded and it wasnt just that I liked complaining today I would have tried harder to get them back.
Something came up about my fear of being forgotten and why I never talk. Charlie told me and Alyssa a story and it made me want to cry. =(
Kevin got his liscence today. Mom wouldnt let me go on a walk because "its his day, not yours." Fuck her, its never my fucking day. The stupid bitch forgets about my birthday, but celebrates his for a month. Sorry you are anti-abortions, you could have saved yourself a lot of trouble.
Do any of you, other than Sam, have a clue on how much it really hurts to be called annorexic. I am definetely not annorexic. Annorexia is a disease. They group their foods into good things and bad things and the last thing I would be eating are the things I do eat, like candy. (Its not just Michelle that said it, it has nothing to do with her, its a bunch of other people)
Anyways, about my day. Uhhh. It was fine I suppose. Nothing very interesting happened.
In the morning me, Michelle, and Alyssa got to talk to Charlie and Rachel for a while. I dont talk much because I am just that cool, but it still counts. Then Mrs. N was a fucking nazi and yelled at Rachel. I felt bad for them, they arent used to her screaming at them like we are used to her screaming at us. Surprisingly she wasnt a bitch to the three of us in shop.
In shop we didnt do much, and third period we watched movies on sexual harrassment. Me and Michelle laughed throughout most of it. I hate those damn movies, but its better than doing work or having Mrs. N scream at us.
In history we did some crazy bullshit about forming a new government. I didnt really understand it but managed to write something. Once he made us "discuss it" which I didnt discuss, I just sat there listening, I understood it and felt pretty stupid for not getting it.
In english we went to the library to work on our resumes, me and Alyssa didnt really have to do anything because we did ours in shop last year. I talked to AJ. Well said about five words to the kid, but normally I wouldnt say anything to him. THe only reason I talked to him was because he overheard me and Alyssa talking and did the whole "include yourself" game. Which I dont mind at all, its the only way me and Sam made friends. Frank was just gross and kept saying things to me and it made me want to vomit. Wearing a corset causes a lot of unnecessary attention. Me and Jeremiah talked. Dont remember what we talked about but it was something along the lines of why sex is better than working out. Then he called himself fat and grabbed my hand. If Frank did that I would have killed him, but it was just Jeremiah, the kid I've known forever.
Then in math we did something I actually understood. Arent I cool. I still have Jeremiah's homework. Well not the answers, just the problems. Oops. Oh well, he will most likely copy my answers tomorrow anyway. In the beginning of math, before the bell rang Frank came in. It sucked because I was the only one in there, Jeremiah wandered off. It was just uncomfortable. I'm not afraid of him, I just dont like him or appreciate him staring at me.
In lunch Charlie was there. Me and Alyssa went to get hugs but before we could Rachel came. So then we went back to the table. Then Michelle called him over and we all got hugs. Michelle and Alyssa bought lunch, I stood on line with them. Then the rest of lunch Jeremiah was at our table and we all talked to him.
In gym I couldnt change. Damn corset. So me, Rachel, and Alyssa sat out. It was fun except the fact that Rachel hit me in the face with the thing she had.
In biology they got her to talk about her trip the whole time. Fairly interesting.
Our bus was like two minutes late, we played hackysack for those two minutes. I talked to Alyssa and Charlie most of the way home. Charlie stole all of our CDs. Damn him. Now I only have two left. Not fun, but if I really minded and it wasnt just that I liked complaining today I would have tried harder to get them back.
Something came up about my fear of being forgotten and why I never talk. Charlie told me and Alyssa a story and it made me want to cry. =(
Kevin got his liscence today. Mom wouldnt let me go on a walk because "its his day, not yours." Fuck her, its never my fucking day. The stupid bitch forgets about my birthday, but celebrates his for a month. Sorry you are anti-abortions, you could have saved yourself a lot of trouble.