here's to new beginnings.

Feb 09, 2004 21:51

& i never thought our song would end, & i hope you never stop being my best friend. new people will come & old people will go but i know that in my mind you'll always be the one who captured my heart & made me into a real human being. You showed me what love was, & how life was supposed to be lived. Noone could ever do that for me like you have I'm greatful. Hopefully what has happened tonight will not be a hardship for the both of us, but a lesson in time. I hope one day, even if you havent talked to me, that you'll remember me as the person who was there for you, & the person who loved you for who you were, & not what people saw you as.

Tonight was really eye-opening for me, & i cant explain what I feel about it, or why i did it, but I know that something good is going to come from it. Hopefully, i'm right about this. It took me some courage to do it, & i had to shed some tears along the way. But i hope I'm not ever hated, or ever resented for what I've done. & I hope that you also think that this was the right choice for the both of us. Because i still love you, & no matter what happens ill still love you. Youre my best friend, & you are my life. & even if weve separated i will never regret any of the bad times weve had, & i'll only look apon those which were good & worth remembering.

I cant believe im this strong. I cant believe i even did it, & sometimes i think it was a bad choice, but i know its going to work out. If we go our seperate ways i hope were always still friends, & i know ill never forget him. I'm really tired right now, the strees that has been building on my back has finally been surpressed.

you showed me how a person can really love someone,you showed me life,& i love you for that Shwan.
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