life living in a shithole

Mar 26, 2005 09:38

life sucks.. i dont even know where to begin.. i guess ill begin with the fact that im homeless.. yeah, the court sent me to mercer house but i ranaway from there.. from there, i went to harbor house and ranaway from there as well.. i guess running away is just something im good at... i guess its the only thing im really good at it.. i guess its pretty dick how i jus do that to my friends tho.. im sorry to all of those i just left behind..

on top of that, i might be pregnant.. it could be a bad thing but in so many ways, it could be a good thing..

supposibly, my mom and stepdad are out looking for me.. if anyone gets called or questioned, id appreciate if no one gave up this url to my site or my screen name.. keep it on the DL

this morning sucked ass.. i almost lost 2 important people in my life.. its something that is gonna scar me for life but, hopefully, i can just forget about it and move on..

i was living in an abandoned house for about 10 days now.. im never going back tho.. it almost burned down to the ground.. 2 of the important people in my life almost died trying to put it out.. -_- .. yeah, it was really scary to me.. one of them was having trouble breathing.. he kept passing out so, the other one just kept trying to get air into him so he could breathe again.. i guess the saddest part was he thought he was gonna die and he kept asking if he was gonna die.. which im sure he would have if we didnt get him out at the time that we did..

anyway, enough about that.. i dont really wanna talk about that ...

some pricks stole the only pics of my dad that i had and my journal full of all my thoughts.. thats what pisses me off the most.. but i can understand why it was done and i also accept it since, ive harmed others, it was the right time to come back to me..

i dont know what else to say..

laura if u read this, i love u so much and im sorry i didnt get to say goodbye, when i come back to hightstown, ill visit you again and do it the right way..

marla... we have had our ups and downs.. lets jus call it truths and put it behind us.. u care about me, i care about u.. its stupid to go on and on about the past.. we know we love eachother.. so why even bother to argue anymore? i love u and thanx for everything

.. last but not least.. if i do have a kid.. my daughter's name is gonna be Laura Lynn.. Laura for Laura (obviously) and Lynn for Stacey's middle name =)

anyway.. comment on this.. i wanna get as many comments as possible on this entry.. i love u all..

-sara*francis
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