hmmm... christmas..
Well so far life has been going sorta kinda well. You know what's scary? Even though I am poverty-stricken, I am still excited for Christmas. It's still a shocker for me. I mean, I eat maybe one meal a day but I'm excited for xmas. So why the excitement? Because I have a strong feeling I'm going to be receiving.... CONTACTS!!! I have been wanting them for a really long time and now I am finally getting them!
Today was very depressing though. Well, since I'm now a junior and all, we could order our class rings. I couldn't because we couldn't afford it but my dad had given me a proposition. Ring or contacts. I said contacts only because I thought I would have them by now, but of course, who am I kidding? This is my family, of course I'm not going to have them. So I got to sit there watching everyone 'ooh' and 'aah' over their rings and do the ring turning thingie. I felt so left out. That just adds to the my 'why I'm depressed' list.
I've been feeling really popular lately and it's wonderful. I've never felt this way before. I love each and every one of my friends because I know they'll stick by me no matter what. If I could give you guys hugs right now, I definately would.
So we got our cookie dough orders today and I couldn't carry it all on the bus and all so I called home to ask my dad if he could pick me up. Well he works nights and it's been really stressful and he had only been in bed for a half hour and then I call. Lol. That's my luck. He was really pissed at me and was sooo exhausted. And since our car sucks major ass, it kept stalling in the middle of the road and then he'd get pissed at me and mumble under his breath 'you don't know how badly I wanna punch you right now' over and over again when I do know how badly he wanted to punch me cause that's how I feel about him everyday.
I'm also excited because I'm getting a new backpack. It's the Jansport Beam. I've wanted it for soo long and now it's mine! We won the bid on Ebay and it's gonna be $13.99 plus $5 shipping and handling. Yay.
I have had a major emotional rollercoaster this week and I know I will be for about 2 weeks more. I am not excited for this at all.
Oh, and my aunt might be coming for Christmas and I really don't want her to cause she's so self-centered and.. ugh, I just don't want her here with some fuckbuddy that we don't know who can be bored out of his mind when we open presents and he doesn't get any. What's the point? She should just send the presents, it would be a hell of a lot easier.
[edit] I forgot to mention that I have a new av. I got it off of Vortex, but also Hello Icons. I loved it, so I used it. [/edit]
Today was very depressing though. Well, since I'm now a junior and all, we could order our class rings. I couldn't because we couldn't afford it but my dad had given me a proposition. Ring or contacts. I said contacts only because I thought I would have them by now, but of course, who am I kidding? This is my family, of course I'm not going to have them. So I got to sit there watching everyone 'ooh' and 'aah' over their rings and do the ring turning thingie. I felt so left out. That just adds to the my 'why I'm depressed' list.
I've been feeling really popular lately and it's wonderful. I've never felt this way before. I love each and every one of my friends because I know they'll stick by me no matter what. If I could give you guys hugs right now, I definately would.
So we got our cookie dough orders today and I couldn't carry it all on the bus and all so I called home to ask my dad if he could pick me up. Well he works nights and it's been really stressful and he had only been in bed for a half hour and then I call. Lol. That's my luck. He was really pissed at me and was sooo exhausted. And since our car sucks major ass, it kept stalling in the middle of the road and then he'd get pissed at me and mumble under his breath 'you don't know how badly I wanna punch you right now' over and over again when I do know how badly he wanted to punch me cause that's how I feel about him everyday.
I'm also excited because I'm getting a new backpack. It's the Jansport Beam. I've wanted it for soo long and now it's mine! We won the bid on Ebay and it's gonna be $13.99 plus $5 shipping and handling. Yay.
I have had a major emotional rollercoaster this week and I know I will be for about 2 weeks more. I am not excited for this at all.
Oh, and my aunt might be coming for Christmas and I really don't want her to cause she's so self-centered and.. ugh, I just don't want her here with some fuckbuddy that we don't know who can be bored out of his mind when we open presents and he doesn't get any. What's the point? She should just send the presents, it would be a hell of a lot easier.
[edit] I forgot to mention that I have a new av. I got it off of Vortex, but also Hello Icons. I loved it, so I used it. [/edit]