funeral

[_deathofme_]

I sit there
my faimly surrounds me
Everyone sheads a tear but me
My pride over powers me
I will regret that later
when i cannot cry for 3 years
The tears will not fall from my eyes
even if i want them too
how badly it makes my head and heart sink
i fall into my own world
no friends no nothing
i like my world ..no pain
except for the cutting
the blood drips from my veins a lot
i made my cat scratch me on purpuse so no one would know i cut
i am now pathedic.