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x love fever: alright i know i shouldnt be talking to you cause you said your mom said i cant but i just want you to know this, as you being my best friend, that has a major dent in my heart, the other side filled with bryan=], but thats not the point, everytime. i heard that you dont care about me but this fight is the most stupidest one, and your willing to say oh fuck her and that best friend relationship over me "ditching" you. yeah i said some things i wish i could take back, but you didnt say anything so angelish either. we're both criminals in this and i dont think i should get all the blame. but w.e i do reminds me of our great times, but wow you can throw them great times over this, then wow
x love fever: & i just cant talk about anything i talked to you about
x love fever: how will i ever get my true feelings out without you
x love fever: but okay i hear your mom doesnt want you talking to me
x love fever: but did you tell her the whole story
l0ve is x MuRdEr: mhm
x love fever: and let her read this because im truly sorry for what i said though i dont rember
x love fever: but you said some fucked up things too
x love fever: and you said it wasnt you
x love fever: okay but i was just defending myself
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi you piss me off....
l0ve is x MuRdEr: like seriously
l0ve is x MuRdEr: im still pissed about it
x love fever: and you dont piss me off rose
x love fever: ROSE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED
x love fever: SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW
l0ve is x MuRdEr: you talked shit on me in school..
x love fever: like what
x love fever: all i said was i hate you
x love fever: and shit
x love fever: that i would take back
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ...' shit '
x love fever: but their isnt a time machine
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i dont even know anymore.
x love fever: either do i
l0ve is x MuRdEr: so much happned...dk
x love fever: not really
x love fever: heres what i recall
x love fever: one day i wake up, you were suppose to come over but you never asked so i went out with my mom and kelsey came along, i get home and see messgaes from you and it seemed like your pissed off
x love fever: i call the next day
x love fever: and you say your on the phone with shelby
x love fever: and like hang up
x love fever: then later that night i ask to talk to you
x love fever: but your friends started saying
x love fever: some shit about my mom/dad
x love fever: and me
x love fever: so i flipped
x love fever: which was bad on my part
x love fever: but still
x love fever: after that
x love fever: everything died because that gay incident
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi you did call Lishawn a nigger...
x love fever: we had worse fights then that
x love fever: like drug ones
x love fever: but we got through that one
x love fever: but we cant get over name calling
x love fever: ive been sorry for awhile
x love fever: i even said sorry
x love fever: but she or whoever
x love fever: had no room to say you never liked me
x love fever: and my mom needed a job
x love fever: and such
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk what to do...my mom is pissed gabi she doesnt even want me talking to you....to much is happening right now.
x love fever: oh rose i helped you through everything
x love fever: and if your mom isnt reading this now
x love fever: then
x love fever: she misread everything
l0ve is x MuRdEr: shes in the kitchen.
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi idk i dont even wanna talk right now....im not feeling well.
x love fever: well get better
l0ve is x MuRdEr: im feel like shit to much has happned in the passed week
x love fever: you cant talk to me, i dont understand that, but just think of that d12 song, how come
x love fever: thats exactly how i feel
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i just wanna drop everything...school,people,boys,and become a low life
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idc
x love fever: rose
l0ve is x MuRdEr: as hard as i try nothing helps
x love fever: never say that
x love fever: you should always shoot for the high points
x love fever: what did i tell you
x love fever: what comes down
x love fever: must come up
l0ve is x MuRdEr: nothing happens
x love fever: when were you happy
x love fever: yeah with me... unless that was fake
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ive been happy
l0ve is x MuRdEr: This weekend sucks..
x love fever: well its in the past
x love fever: everything is
x love fever: you should make better for next weekend
x love fever: so next one wont suck
l0ve is x MuRdEr: I have good plans already.
x love fever: well i tried, you dont wanna, i see so fine thanks for your time
l0ve is x MuRdEr: whatever..i dont even have the energy to fight back...like i said im not in the mood today
x love fever: alright well now i have nothing, just a fake me
x love fever: but i really did give my all in that
x love fever: and it hurts me alot to know that even though you dont feel good
x love fever: you dont wanna talk to me again
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi..tell me what can we do
x love fever: rose we could let the pass be the pass
x love fever: i will personally talk to your mom
x love fever: and tell her sorry
x love fever: and that i should have a chance because i care about you rose, i thought i was suppose to do that since no matter what your still my best friend
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk i cant think my head is filled with all this shit.
l0ve is x MuRdEr: to much went on....
l0ve is x MuRdEr: like
l0ve is x MuRdEr: way to much
l0ve is x MuRdEr: its unbeliveable.
x love fever: yeah i know everything is unbelivable. just how some short word like life contains so much
x love fever: drama
x love fever: but their is good things in life
x love fever: and it was when we hung out
x love fever: boy we're they great
x love fever: drives of nonsense, laughs of nonsense
l0ve is x MuRdEr: gabi i told you before
x love fever: yeah you keep telling me
x love fever: so much is going on
x love fever: but its life, sorry but its the truth
x love fever: its life
x love fever: you gotta continue
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ill always love you no matter what happnes between us your my sister...
x love fever: you know your my best friend, but its not fair, life isnt , that gay fight had an effect on you
x love fever: and your mom
x love fever: and now my life is ruined
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i cant ruin your life..
x love fever: oh that fight did
x love fever: now i just be the class clown so someone atleast notices me
x love fever: and maybe notices that im screaming inside
x love fever: all because you, i really miss you
x love fever: i cant pass that gas station
x love fever: without wanting to beep
x love fever: just to get a laugh out of me
x love fever: or making gross smirnoff ices
l0ve is x MuRdEr: haha
x love fever: or just calling drew for no good reason
x love fever: or pissing on the floor over skunks
l0ve is x MuRdEr: haha
x love fever: i cant do any of that without you
x love fever: i cant do it with kelsey. only me and you connect
x love fever: in the strangest way
x love fever: and thats what they call best friends
x love fever: but you have lishawn now
x love fever: so im destroyed
x love fever: i dont have anymore
x love fever: no matter how much i try
x love fever: no one fits that big place in my heart
l0ve is x MuRdEr: GABI SHUTUP....noone can replace you, you should know that dumbass...
x love fever: i wanna think that but your mom hates me
l0ve is x MuRdEr: my mom hates everyone in this world.
x love fever: but she use to love me, i ruined it
x love fever: i feel so
x love fever: i feel like trash
x love fever: brb i need a drink all this crying is making my throat dry
l0ve is x MuRdEr: k
x love fever: man
x love fever: why does it feel like i have so much to say
x love fever: but nothing coming out
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk
x love fever: i dont know what to say but im sorry cause i am
x love fever: its amazing
x love fever: how a day
x love fever: can ruin your year
x love fever: your lucky youve had happiness after all this
x love fever: all i have had is depression
x love fever: something could of gone great but i was still sad
Deep down i really love her after all of our bitching and raging...its just a girls thing<3.
x love fever: & i just cant talk about anything i talked to you about
x love fever: how will i ever get my true feelings out without you
x love fever: but okay i hear your mom doesnt want you talking to me
x love fever: but did you tell her the whole story
l0ve is x MuRdEr: mhm
x love fever: and let her read this because im truly sorry for what i said though i dont rember
x love fever: but you said some fucked up things too
x love fever: and you said it wasnt you
x love fever: okay but i was just defending myself
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi you piss me off....
l0ve is x MuRdEr: like seriously
l0ve is x MuRdEr: im still pissed about it
x love fever: and you dont piss me off rose
x love fever: ROSE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED
x love fever: SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW
l0ve is x MuRdEr: you talked shit on me in school..
x love fever: like what
x love fever: all i said was i hate you
x love fever: and shit
x love fever: that i would take back
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ...' shit '
x love fever: but their isnt a time machine
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i dont even know anymore.
x love fever: either do i
l0ve is x MuRdEr: so much happned...dk
x love fever: not really
x love fever: heres what i recall
x love fever: one day i wake up, you were suppose to come over but you never asked so i went out with my mom and kelsey came along, i get home and see messgaes from you and it seemed like your pissed off
x love fever: i call the next day
x love fever: and you say your on the phone with shelby
x love fever: and like hang up
x love fever: then later that night i ask to talk to you
x love fever: but your friends started saying
x love fever: some shit about my mom/dad
x love fever: and me
x love fever: so i flipped
x love fever: which was bad on my part
x love fever: but still
x love fever: after that
x love fever: everything died because that gay incident
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi you did call Lishawn a nigger...
x love fever: we had worse fights then that
x love fever: like drug ones
x love fever: but we got through that one
x love fever: but we cant get over name calling
x love fever: ive been sorry for awhile
x love fever: i even said sorry
x love fever: but she or whoever
x love fever: had no room to say you never liked me
x love fever: and my mom needed a job
x love fever: and such
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk what to do...my mom is pissed gabi she doesnt even want me talking to you....to much is happening right now.
x love fever: oh rose i helped you through everything
x love fever: and if your mom isnt reading this now
x love fever: then
x love fever: she misread everything
l0ve is x MuRdEr: shes in the kitchen.
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi idk i dont even wanna talk right now....im not feeling well.
x love fever: well get better
l0ve is x MuRdEr: im feel like shit to much has happned in the passed week
x love fever: you cant talk to me, i dont understand that, but just think of that d12 song, how come
x love fever: thats exactly how i feel
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i just wanna drop everything...school,people,boys,and become a low life
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idc
x love fever: rose
l0ve is x MuRdEr: as hard as i try nothing helps
x love fever: never say that
x love fever: you should always shoot for the high points
x love fever: what did i tell you
x love fever: what comes down
x love fever: must come up
l0ve is x MuRdEr: nothing happens
x love fever: when were you happy
x love fever: yeah with me... unless that was fake
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ive been happy
l0ve is x MuRdEr: This weekend sucks..
x love fever: well its in the past
x love fever: everything is
x love fever: you should make better for next weekend
x love fever: so next one wont suck
l0ve is x MuRdEr: I have good plans already.
x love fever: well i tried, you dont wanna, i see so fine thanks for your time
l0ve is x MuRdEr: whatever..i dont even have the energy to fight back...like i said im not in the mood today
x love fever: alright well now i have nothing, just a fake me
x love fever: but i really did give my all in that
x love fever: and it hurts me alot to know that even though you dont feel good
x love fever: you dont wanna talk to me again
l0ve is x MuRdEr: Gabi..tell me what can we do
x love fever: rose we could let the pass be the pass
x love fever: i will personally talk to your mom
x love fever: and tell her sorry
x love fever: and that i should have a chance because i care about you rose, i thought i was suppose to do that since no matter what your still my best friend
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk i cant think my head is filled with all this shit.
l0ve is x MuRdEr: to much went on....
l0ve is x MuRdEr: like
l0ve is x MuRdEr: way to much
l0ve is x MuRdEr: its unbeliveable.
x love fever: yeah i know everything is unbelivable. just how some short word like life contains so much
x love fever: drama
x love fever: but their is good things in life
x love fever: and it was when we hung out
x love fever: boy we're they great
x love fever: drives of nonsense, laughs of nonsense
l0ve is x MuRdEr: gabi i told you before
x love fever: yeah you keep telling me
x love fever: so much is going on
x love fever: but its life, sorry but its the truth
x love fever: its life
x love fever: you gotta continue
l0ve is x MuRdEr: ill always love you no matter what happnes between us your my sister...
x love fever: you know your my best friend, but its not fair, life isnt , that gay fight had an effect on you
x love fever: and your mom
x love fever: and now my life is ruined
l0ve is x MuRdEr: i cant ruin your life..
x love fever: oh that fight did
x love fever: now i just be the class clown so someone atleast notices me
x love fever: and maybe notices that im screaming inside
x love fever: all because you, i really miss you
x love fever: i cant pass that gas station
x love fever: without wanting to beep
x love fever: just to get a laugh out of me
x love fever: or making gross smirnoff ices
l0ve is x MuRdEr: haha
x love fever: or just calling drew for no good reason
x love fever: or pissing on the floor over skunks
l0ve is x MuRdEr: haha
x love fever: i cant do any of that without you
x love fever: i cant do it with kelsey. only me and you connect
x love fever: in the strangest way
x love fever: and thats what they call best friends
x love fever: but you have lishawn now
x love fever: so im destroyed
x love fever: i dont have anymore
x love fever: no matter how much i try
x love fever: no one fits that big place in my heart
l0ve is x MuRdEr: GABI SHUTUP....noone can replace you, you should know that dumbass...
x love fever: i wanna think that but your mom hates me
l0ve is x MuRdEr: my mom hates everyone in this world.
x love fever: but she use to love me, i ruined it
x love fever: i feel so
x love fever: i feel like trash
x love fever: brb i need a drink all this crying is making my throat dry
l0ve is x MuRdEr: k
x love fever: man
x love fever: why does it feel like i have so much to say
x love fever: but nothing coming out
l0ve is x MuRdEr: idk
x love fever: i dont know what to say but im sorry cause i am
x love fever: its amazing
x love fever: how a day
x love fever: can ruin your year
x love fever: your lucky youve had happiness after all this
x love fever: all i have had is depression
x love fever: something could of gone great but i was still sad
Deep down i really love her after all of our bitching and raging...its just a girls thing<3.