Heart Broken

Mar 26, 2006 23:35

I held the broken lamp in my hands, staring blankly at it's jaggen peices all on the floor like some kind of puzzle to be put back together. I'd completely obliterated it when I walk into my room.
That wasnt angel... it couldnt have been.
He was so hurtful. .... I'd just given myself to him... all of me and..
These damn tears keep getting in my way!
Maybe I should go back to him. No! Then I would look more needy than ever. But if I just stay here I might end up wrecking my room.
Lghtbulb.
I try not to crush my phone as I pick it up and dial the number.
"Hello?"
"Wil?" I sniffle as I wipe my eyes with my free hand.
"Buffy? Are you okay? You sound-"
"Can I. Uh- You mind if I stay over there?For tonight? I just really need to talk."
"Yeah. Sure. C'mon over Buff. You want me to get Xander?"
"No! This... isnt something Xander would wanna hear."
"O-okay. Thats fine. Yeah just.. head on over."
"Thanks Wil." I hnung up the phone, got my jacket, and left.
And I thought the apocolypse was bad.

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