end of weekend
i'm back at school, again. i've been going home like every wk end for the past month haha. but not the next one!! frances is comin up! so friday i fell asleep, but then meliss called to wake me up so i could drive to hazlet and meet everyone at the play. everyone did such a good job. i'm so proud of ryan even tho he never did shit like that before. the pirate dance was so great and kaitlin was so excited. seeing all the kids from raritan was cool and then i went home to see mommy for a little. after i went over to rob's house to hang out w/ him and corey. pretty fun watching them playing ps2 for like hours, haha. sat i woke up late cause i took nyquil for my cold and i had this fucked up dream the other nite. i'm glad corey woke me up or else i would have started crying soon. ha, too stupid to explain. i went running and shopping and stuff. OH! me, crystal and joe went to rb to get smoothies which was fun cause crystal is a psycho and i missed her. such a girly girl, i love her. sat nite i really don't remember what i did. umm, oh i drove around for a little with dave. we went to go get tea because my nose was stuffy. WE ADOPTED RUFUS!!! haha, he's so cute. then corey and rob came to pick me up and we went out to buy like 10 million redbulls. rob is the funniest kid ever. and then we went to my park in matawan and almost died. hahaha, jason almost killed rob so me and corey booked back to the car. i love the swings there. yea after that rob died so i went to the diner w/ stace, katie and meliss. i saw like all these other kids there who i haevnt seen too. LIKE MY WIFEY!! what up jess. i went home early and passed out. today i had work and mom's bday dinner. it was so fun. i hit up the diner again w/ meliss, angie, vin, mike d, chett, and greg. I RODE A MOTORCYCLE!!! it was so much cooler than i thought and we didn't crash which rocked. greg won't let me drive it ever but being in the back is cool too. then i went to corey's...but now im back at msu. i miss him already. we had fun this wk end together so i can't wait till tues. well im gonna go sleep. yay, class tomorrow.
oh, and i heard ocean avenue on z100 on my way back tonite. that's sad cause now i'm gonna hear it like every 10 min and i'll start to hate it.
thanks to dave for talking the whole way home so i didn't die tonite :)
ps - frances, i can't wait til summer until we own everyone's house. lol, so fun. xo miss ya sissy
"dear mr. gepetto,
i hope this finds you well
i wrote you this letter
because we miss you here in hell
well now i know it's hard when you don't know what to think
and every single smile us a foil and you're waking up
you might try but you won't get by until you're crucified for all the things you try to do
well i don't care if you sink or swim
and i don't care how you hold it in
as long as you don't bother me with all the things i don't bother you with
and nine times out of ten you might be right
but what about that time you know you're wrong?
you sing that same song
and everybody smiles but they'll never get along
i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying to let go
but everybody's going down tonight
we are the few that won't say nothing right
we are the footsteps fading into the night
nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction and i say
i never wanted this, no one ever wanted this
but they gave it to you so you might as well be proud of it
i don't know where we went wrong
all i know is i got to do something right
come clean
no one should have have to live with the things you've seen
but you're living anyway
so can't stop the car and put her in park
and i step outside (god i hate this part)
when i see what i saw what i thought was a life that was more
than a chore and just doing what i need to get by
i don't care if you leave or stay
but you might as well split
because it's not the same as it was
when we said our last goodbye
and if you want the truth: i was hoping one of us would pass away
because it'd be much easier then
we would all get together and think about when
we were young we were dumb we were numb but in love
and i'm done so i'm sending out this letter today
i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying to let go
but everybody's going down tonight
we are the few that won't say nothing right
we are the footsteps fading into the night
nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction and i say
i never wanted this, no one ever wanted this
but they gave it to you so you might as well be proud of it
i don't know where we went wrong
all i know is i got to do something right"
XOXOXO
oh, and i heard ocean avenue on z100 on my way back tonite. that's sad cause now i'm gonna hear it like every 10 min and i'll start to hate it.
thanks to dave for talking the whole way home so i didn't die tonite :)
ps - frances, i can't wait til summer until we own everyone's house. lol, so fun. xo miss ya sissy
"dear mr. gepetto,
i hope this finds you well
i wrote you this letter
because we miss you here in hell
well now i know it's hard when you don't know what to think
and every single smile us a foil and you're waking up
you might try but you won't get by until you're crucified for all the things you try to do
well i don't care if you sink or swim
and i don't care how you hold it in
as long as you don't bother me with all the things i don't bother you with
and nine times out of ten you might be right
but what about that time you know you're wrong?
you sing that same song
and everybody smiles but they'll never get along
i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying to let go
but everybody's going down tonight
we are the few that won't say nothing right
we are the footsteps fading into the night
nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction and i say
i never wanted this, no one ever wanted this
but they gave it to you so you might as well be proud of it
i don't know where we went wrong
all i know is i got to do something right
come clean
no one should have have to live with the things you've seen
but you're living anyway
so can't stop the car and put her in park
and i step outside (god i hate this part)
when i see what i saw what i thought was a life that was more
than a chore and just doing what i need to get by
i don't care if you leave or stay
but you might as well split
because it's not the same as it was
when we said our last goodbye
and if you want the truth: i was hoping one of us would pass away
because it'd be much easier then
we would all get together and think about when
we were young we were dumb we were numb but in love
and i'm done so i'm sending out this letter today
i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying and i'm trying to let go
but everybody's going down tonight
we are the few that won't say nothing right
we are the footsteps fading into the night
nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction and i say
i never wanted this, no one ever wanted this
but they gave it to you so you might as well be proud of it
i don't know where we went wrong
all i know is i got to do something right"
XOXOXO