okay..
Alright. so today, was..another day. i had to work today. it was the grand opening day for the new taco bell. how..great. ok..last night i stayed at cats house. it was kewwl. and after work, i took myself and my beautiful to the mall...and i went broke..again! haha but, i really dont care because i just like to make her happy.:) yea..well i just tryed to call her on the phone, and i woke her up. she was pissed..i hope that i didnt do anything wrong b/c she was talkin to me like i did. shit. damn.. im a fuck up. my mom just told me that i was a failure..and that hurt. she says "chris, you arent going anywhere with your life, and that you need to start being a better kid" what does that sound like to you.."chris, your a worthless fuckup" thats what i get out of it. then she wonders why im always fuckin depressed. hmm...lets see how about we make him feel like shit! thats great. for some reason, i cant wait to get out of here. im really glad that cats there for me..shes so awsome..well i think im going to sleep...peace