yep still here.
cant sleep so I guess I will write one more entree before I go to bed. I just got finished reading my journals and I found out that I miss someone who used to be here. I miss the person who gave me this journal. I wish that we could be friends again. I still don't know the reason she stopped talking to me and I probably wont ever find out. The person I speak of is Mony. I can't stop thinking of her. She was a good friend. At one point we were pretty close but then all of a sudden we became distant from one another. I wish that what ever I did to make her dislike me so much didn't happen.I wish to say sorry and if she duos see this that I miss her badly and hope that she can forgive me for what ever I did. I know what all of you are about to say but I can't really get over her. Its kind of like losing you best friend or losing someone who you cared about. I just miss her. Nothing more...nothing less. Well good night and hope to write again some day. good-bye