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sometimes..I question my life. What I'm doing, Where I'm going. I am enjoying the new job. Today I let it slip that I want to move out with my brother sean..who isn't really my brother but has been considered so for the past ten years. I told my mom that I can't handle living with my (real) brother any more and she took it personally and got mad at me. I'm sick of being kicked out for no reason. I'm sick of having to put up with their bullshit and getting kicked out of the house for no apparent reason when ever she feels like it.My grandma passed away a few weeks ago..and I got a ring from her. However it does not fit me so I have been wearing it around my neck on a chain. Every day she yells at me for wearing it. Why? I don't know. When it comes to living with sean I would get the freedom I crave with the companionship i have long since come to rely upon. He is my brother. My best friend. No wonder people call us an old married couple.
So yet again I have been banned to my bedroom..more then likely she won't speak to me for a few days. Thats ok. I have my books to keep me company. As well as Felix, who is asleep on the end of my bed.
I've been contemplating moving in with my dad lately. I know that won't go over well, plus it would really suck to get to work. He lives outside of Stoufville, so he would either have to drive me to work, or drive me into Stoufville where I can catch the buss to MSH and then the 7 to woodbine and then walk from there(who knows how long that would take me) or I can just try and suffer through this shit and talk to my dad and see if he will move somewhere in Markham(maybe close to my work, as his lease is up in July..or August..can't remember) and just do it that way.
I don't know what to do. I want to win the loto and just go and be. I want to see the world. I want to not have to deal with this bullshit.
Anyone looking for a room mate in markham??
"When hope is non-existent,
Our instincts all scream "Run",
We never turn our backs or even bite our tongue."
So yet again I have been banned to my bedroom..more then likely she won't speak to me for a few days. Thats ok. I have my books to keep me company. As well as Felix, who is asleep on the end of my bed.
I've been contemplating moving in with my dad lately. I know that won't go over well, plus it would really suck to get to work. He lives outside of Stoufville, so he would either have to drive me to work, or drive me into Stoufville where I can catch the buss to MSH and then the 7 to woodbine and then walk from there(who knows how long that would take me) or I can just try and suffer through this shit and talk to my dad and see if he will move somewhere in Markham(maybe close to my work, as his lease is up in July..or August..can't remember) and just do it that way.
I don't know what to do. I want to win the loto and just go and be. I want to see the world. I want to not have to deal with this bullshit.
Anyone looking for a room mate in markham??
"When hope is non-existent,
Our instincts all scream "Run",
We never turn our backs or even bite our tongue."