Another update
Well, it's 1:05 am... and I need some sleep. I figured I'd bother my lil hiney to update this journal before I set off for bed though. I have about a 100 pages to read for tomorrow...English is gonna kill me in the ass. I have a rough draft due thursday etc etc...I dunno whatever.
So yeah, school workload is picking up I suppose. Shit really. Ah well.
Band is going fantastic! We're gradually picking up more and more songs, and it's only been Brian, Brandon and myself so far, but Sal's joining us this saturday, and we still need a bassist but yeah, this is the shit so far. I bought a brand new gothic black epiphone SG saturday and god does it play beautifully. Yeahhhhhhh... Keep on rockin'it!
Anyway, yeah, I have yet to tell Carlos about this...if he finds out...or actually more like "when" he finds out, he's gonna be so pissed off... so so pissed off..sadness. Ah well...
We have yet to set up a band name and all the specifics but for now, we iz rockin'. Yeah.
It's now 1:20 and I don't know why it took me so long to write this shit. I am tired, quite a bit yeah. Lol. It feels as though I've worked the whole weekend... When I've really only worked saturday night (3 am till 8) and sunday (1pm-2am)...that restaurant is crazy...but whatever...as far as I'm concerned I'm making some money and that's good enough... I've made 140 dollars in the span of 24 hours...so that's really cool..
So voila...I am moving with life with respect to my love life... I dunno what I want once more...should I look for a relationship or just some meaningless crap ? Cause, the options are there...and I'm sort of refusing to pick. I don't even know if I want to have anything to do with women at the moment...and no this does not mean I want to have anything to do with men either... Honestly people. Lol.
I believe my work here is done... I have to go to sleep now...so yeah, I shall be talking to some of you later, others, I hope you are doing fine. Be good now kids.
Nabil.
Creative writing just done:
Denied existence ripped me to pieces.
Fallen heroes' bodies linger here,
On the battle field where only
Stolen honor is the price to pay.
When you're the only one standing,
You pray to disappear.
The blades meet with angry hisses
At every touch.
We watch as they cut through the air
Eagerly searching for flesh
To sink their metal teeths into.
Warriors fight, and fall,
Coming and going,
The next line dawns on
The previous, waiting
For their turns to put their lives
On the line.
The sun sets to a large field
Where your lives we're given
For a purpose that felt so real.
But trust is quite unforgiving,
And when death is at your door
Your life won't be worth saving.
Furiously slashing,
Blood and sweat become one.
Heroes bow their heads beneath
The golden sun, until they've finally
Realised that they've given in to
Their selfish lies.
Kneel down soldier and
Meet your demise.
Put asleep by the sword
Through which your hand speaks.
The wind blows onto this
Empty valley.
The shadows fall,
Nature is lonely,
As these bloody corpses
Are left there rotting.
Nature waits once more
For time to do its bidding.
So yeah, school workload is picking up I suppose. Shit really. Ah well.
Band is going fantastic! We're gradually picking up more and more songs, and it's only been Brian, Brandon and myself so far, but Sal's joining us this saturday, and we still need a bassist but yeah, this is the shit so far. I bought a brand new gothic black epiphone SG saturday and god does it play beautifully. Yeahhhhhhh... Keep on rockin'it!
Anyway, yeah, I have yet to tell Carlos about this...if he finds out...or actually more like "when" he finds out, he's gonna be so pissed off... so so pissed off..sadness. Ah well...
We have yet to set up a band name and all the specifics but for now, we iz rockin'. Yeah.
It's now 1:20 and I don't know why it took me so long to write this shit. I am tired, quite a bit yeah. Lol. It feels as though I've worked the whole weekend... When I've really only worked saturday night (3 am till 8) and sunday (1pm-2am)...that restaurant is crazy...but whatever...as far as I'm concerned I'm making some money and that's good enough... I've made 140 dollars in the span of 24 hours...so that's really cool..
So voila...I am moving with life with respect to my love life... I dunno what I want once more...should I look for a relationship or just some meaningless crap ? Cause, the options are there...and I'm sort of refusing to pick. I don't even know if I want to have anything to do with women at the moment...and no this does not mean I want to have anything to do with men either... Honestly people. Lol.
I believe my work here is done... I have to go to sleep now...so yeah, I shall be talking to some of you later, others, I hope you are doing fine. Be good now kids.
Nabil.
Creative writing just done:
Denied existence ripped me to pieces.
Fallen heroes' bodies linger here,
On the battle field where only
Stolen honor is the price to pay.
When you're the only one standing,
You pray to disappear.
The blades meet with angry hisses
At every touch.
We watch as they cut through the air
Eagerly searching for flesh
To sink their metal teeths into.
Warriors fight, and fall,
Coming and going,
The next line dawns on
The previous, waiting
For their turns to put their lives
On the line.
The sun sets to a large field
Where your lives we're given
For a purpose that felt so real.
But trust is quite unforgiving,
And when death is at your door
Your life won't be worth saving.
Furiously slashing,
Blood and sweat become one.
Heroes bow their heads beneath
The golden sun, until they've finally
Realised that they've given in to
Their selfish lies.
Kneel down soldier and
Meet your demise.
Put asleep by the sword
Through which your hand speaks.
The wind blows onto this
Empty valley.
The shadows fall,
Nature is lonely,
As these bloody corpses
Are left there rotting.
Nature waits once more
For time to do its bidding.