If someone doesn't like the person you've become, don't change, someone else will like it eventually

[_dazzling]

I was just thinkin about how much I've changed over these past few years. I mean since I stopped hanging out w/ Megan & Braea and a few other ppl and I know a lot of people don't like the person I've changed into. I definatly have to say I've gotten a lot stronger. I handle a lot of situations better than I used to, I don't take anyones shit anymore and I stick up for myself when people have something bad to say about me, and I've definatly gotten more outgoing. Just ask Alicia that one. I love my life now, besides the whole mom thing, but I'm having fun.. I'm finally being me and not who someone else wants me to be. The way I see it is that people who do what others want them to are pathetic. Its no way to live your life. I've also learned to appreciate the things and people in my life bc you never know when they'll be gone. I mean I love all my friends, I'm good to them, and their good to me. And for those of you who continue to talk shit to and about me. Then yea, fuck you.

Of course there is the whole problem with my mom and how she treats me and I wish it could be better. I've always wanted to have the type of family where other teenagers in my situation would say 'i wish i had parents like hers, they never fuss and argue' but I'm trying my best not to let it get to me, after all, that's what my mom wants so I'm gonna beat her at her own game. And when I turn 18, I'm outta here, I won't have to put up with it.

I gotta go. bye. <3

<33 - Christi