Nov 02, 2005 21:17
hmmmm....things are strange right now...
i don't know what is going on with ANY part of my life.. i just want things to be in a good place right now and they're not..
i've been waiting for days now...should i just forget about it, it must to have said something important. i wonder what??? i want to know. i can't take the suspense, but knowing me i'm always wrong and things never turn out the way i except. i wonder what he's thinking, or if he's even thinking at all, i wish i could get a sign to tell me if i'm doing the right thing, why am i making such a big deal out of this, i'll just see what happens
i went to bed really early last night cause i was tired, but that didn't help because i remained tired throughout the rest of the day
i'm excited for the party on friday, i hope i can get a cute dress and a present... ahhaha