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should i take a step back and re-evaluate this situation i'm in? would it be a good or bad thing. i feel as though i'm trying to hard, and thinking to much, i should just let things flow, and see what happens. all i want to do is turn the tables for a bit just so someone else can see what it feels like. thank you so much for telling me to call you when EVER i need to, that will make this plan work a lot better.
so school was ok today, i was sorta out of it, and was really really tired, i felt like i was sick, cause i had to keep blowing my nose, and in italian pass asked the whole class if any of them had a tissue for me to blow my nose in...can you say embaressing????
this weekend was alright, nothing special but i got sometime to stay home and get some sleep, and see my sister when she came home, and my granny.
i ALWAYS feel like i'm waiting for something to happen, waiting for something to make me and my life more interesting, i don't know what it is, well i sorta do, but i don't know if that's what i'm REALLY waiting for...i'm just guessing...and i hope when i'm thinking comes soon, and often, because then i will be really happy....
it shouldn't be like this...stopping every time i want to... or should it...should we be more distant so that the next time we speak it's an interesting conversation, but it's so hard to wait....
so school was ok today, i was sorta out of it, and was really really tired, i felt like i was sick, cause i had to keep blowing my nose, and in italian pass asked the whole class if any of them had a tissue for me to blow my nose in...can you say embaressing????
this weekend was alright, nothing special but i got sometime to stay home and get some sleep, and see my sister when she came home, and my granny.
i ALWAYS feel like i'm waiting for something to happen, waiting for something to make me and my life more interesting, i don't know what it is, well i sorta do, but i don't know if that's what i'm REALLY waiting for...i'm just guessing...and i hope when i'm thinking comes soon, and often, because then i will be really happy....
it shouldn't be like this...stopping every time i want to... or should it...should we be more distant so that the next time we speak it's an interesting conversation, but it's so hard to wait....