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tommorow is my hsc drama performances. feels so strange and so surreal. nowhere near as prepared as i probably should be, but i feels fairly relaxed and just ready to do it and then forget about it!
i just finished my individual logbook, and it went right to the last page! typed up a rationale in which i didn't really know what i was talking about or what i was meant to be writing..?and stuck it on the back cover of my logbook.
now i am going to finish off my group log book and put it in a pile with the other.
then i will figure out a few rough spots in my monologue, time a couple of run throughs, then sink into bed, this is the last 'night before' something hsc related is due (besides, of course, the actual hsc!).
when i finish my monologue tommorow it is going to be the absolute best feeling ever. i am so pumped. not sure what i'm doing this weekend but it had better be FUN! then i have a party next weekend, and another one the week after that, and then the next week i turn 18 on the thursday!! then my party on the saturday!! then a whole bunch of other fun things to look forward to: caberet, tocal (though i'm so scared of belgium atm), panic! at the disco, beauty and the beast at the civic with the sweet bf, the formal, the scavenger hunt, and just being 18 and being able to go out whenever there is nothing better to do!
so basically, from now till the moment i finish my monologue tommorow is going to suck balls! but after that a HUGE period of fun begins!!