life's like an hourglass glued to the table
I'm so restless I can't stand myself. It kills me how I was just fine in the midst of the constant weirdness of the last couple months, and now nothing seems to be like it should be. I wonder if it's senioritis? Finals are starting up, and I'm exempt from everything except Trig. Go figure. My brain just doesn't work that way. And then Prom, and Graduation, and wow. I never imagined actually being out of school. It doesn't feel real.
I found my dress for Prom when Buffy took me, Jan, Sophie and Amanda shopping. It's black with a slit up the side and a low neck, and I got shoes to go with it, jewelry and the whole bit. I'm just not very excited about it, I guess. I'm definitely going. I wouldn't want to miss it, plus I promised Jordy I would. I think he needs some moral support, poor boy, and it's my job to provide it, since I'm the quasi big sister. I'll have to try and pretend I don't mind that I can't go with the person I want to go with.
I talked to Avasa yesterday, and he says he has something special for me. He wants me to come and spend the night with him one night before Prom, so we can have an evening together since he can't take me. Of course, I said yes. Never mind that I'm not sure how I'm going to pull it off. Everybody's back from their time travels and I can't slip in and out as easy as I did for a while. Not that I want them to still be gone, but... it just complicates things.
I think I'm going to ask Jan if she'll cover for me. I'm not going to ask her to lie for me; I mean, if Buffy called her or something, I'd expect her to say she hadn't seen me that night. But surely it wouldn't be too much to see if J would just not call or drop by on the night I plan to go stay with him.
I guess the only way for me to find out is to ask her.
I found my dress for Prom when Buffy took me, Jan, Sophie and Amanda shopping. It's black with a slit up the side and a low neck, and I got shoes to go with it, jewelry and the whole bit. I'm just not very excited about it, I guess. I'm definitely going. I wouldn't want to miss it, plus I promised Jordy I would. I think he needs some moral support, poor boy, and it's my job to provide it, since I'm the quasi big sister. I'll have to try and pretend I don't mind that I can't go with the person I want to go with.
I talked to Avasa yesterday, and he says he has something special for me. He wants me to come and spend the night with him one night before Prom, so we can have an evening together since he can't take me. Of course, I said yes. Never mind that I'm not sure how I'm going to pull it off. Everybody's back from their time travels and I can't slip in and out as easy as I did for a while. Not that I want them to still be gone, but... it just complicates things.
I think I'm going to ask Jan if she'll cover for me. I'm not going to ask her to lie for me; I mean, if Buffy called her or something, I'd expect her to say she hadn't seen me that night. But surely it wouldn't be too much to see if J would just not call or drop by on the night I plan to go stay with him.
I guess the only way for me to find out is to ask her.