make yourself a photograph and laugh at me
Everything feels unsettled today. I'm not sure if it's Buffy being gone... still... or Avasa having to leave for a little while because of his grandmother's death, or just that I miss my friends and some of it's my own fault. Or maybe it's all of that.
I mean, I started thinking about it last night when I was sitting around doing nothing in my room, and something is wrong. Way wrong. For Jordy to be as distant as he has? It's gotta be a sign of the apocalypse, and I've been too involved in my own stuff to find him and make him talk to me. I've actually been looking for him at school today and I haven't seen him. I'm a crappy friend.
I think later on I'm going to try to find Jan-- maybe she'll be working on sets, which I need to do some of. And crap, that reminds me that I've been extremely slacky about the understudy thing. I'd better cross my fingers that Sophie stays healthy, because I'm screwed if I have to step into her part. Gah, I just suck all the way around, don't I? Anyway, J and I have talked a little bit about the weirdness going on, so maybe she's seen or heard something I haven't since the last time I talked to her. I dunno.
I mean, I started thinking about it last night when I was sitting around doing nothing in my room, and something is wrong. Way wrong. For Jordy to be as distant as he has? It's gotta be a sign of the apocalypse, and I've been too involved in my own stuff to find him and make him talk to me. I've actually been looking for him at school today and I haven't seen him. I'm a crappy friend.
I think later on I'm going to try to find Jan-- maybe she'll be working on sets, which I need to do some of. And crap, that reminds me that I've been extremely slacky about the understudy thing. I'd better cross my fingers that Sophie stays healthy, because I'm screwed if I have to step into her part. Gah, I just suck all the way around, don't I? Anyway, J and I have talked a little bit about the weirdness going on, so maybe she's seen or heard something I haven't since the last time I talked to her. I dunno.