why does there gotta be a sacrifice
Everything's seemed off since Buffy, Tara and Willow brought me home from L.A. Eating makes me queasy. I can't sleep except at really odd times and places; this morning at 3 a.m. I was sitting on the floor in my room reorganizing my CDs and I just woke up curled up on the carpet with my back pushed up against my dresser. All the time, I feel like I'm going to jump out of my skin.
It isn't like she hurt me and Cordy, exactly. Maybe it's that so much stuff has happened to me and my friends that it's hit me that nowhere is safe. Nothing is. JT came over to see me yesterday, and he keeps trying to blame himself because he was late picking me up. I've told him over and over, it was my decision to go outside after dark when I knew better. Nobody made me not just wait in the house for him. It was so awesome to see him and just feel his arms around me again. I have to get myself together. He doesn't need a girlfriend who's a basket case.
I guess this feeling of not wanting to go anywhere or do anything will pass. Maybe I should ask Theresa. She had a much worse experience being kidnapped than I did. And where else but in Sunnydale could you compare kidnapping stories?
It isn't like she hurt me and Cordy, exactly. Maybe it's that so much stuff has happened to me and my friends that it's hit me that nowhere is safe. Nothing is. JT came over to see me yesterday, and he keeps trying to blame himself because he was late picking me up. I've told him over and over, it was my decision to go outside after dark when I knew better. Nobody made me not just wait in the house for him. It was so awesome to see him and just feel his arms around me again. I have to get myself together. He doesn't need a girlfriend who's a basket case.
I guess this feeling of not wanting to go anywhere or do anything will pass. Maybe I should ask Theresa. She had a much worse experience being kidnapped than I did. And where else but in Sunnydale could you compare kidnapping stories?