warning: venting.

[_dave18]

my life's been on the rocks lately you could say. but tonight things have ironically been smoothed out and discussed that have made so much of a difference in my life at the moment. me and nina - good terms. didn't think i'd be saying that for a while, if ever, but i don't know.. she has a way of always looking at the bright side of things and i realized i need that in my life, and i need her. and even if it's not more than a friend basis with her, i don't care.. i'd rather us be friends then waste time fighting over a relationship that could've been time spent doing other things. i can say that she's the only friend that i've told everything to since day 1 when i first met her. from playing basketball at recess in first grade to spending hours on the phone with her 10 years later when we're 2000 miles away. she the only person i know that can make me laugh my ass off on the worst days of my life. she's just cool like that, and im lucky to have a friend like her. =D thanks goofball.

okay enough with the mushy nina stuff. i haven't updated this in more than a month. i guess if i put it off any longer i'd end up just getting rid of it. i ended up pickin up baseball again. i got a call from a scout last week for NYU.. he's coming out to my game this weekend. it's exciting hearing from scouts again, it's been a couple months. nothing really is worth talking about, but everything is going relatively well.. my family is doing a lot better, thanks to everyone for helping over lately. ok it's late i gotta go to school tomorrow. woo, peace