hmm
last saturday and this friday were the 2 funnest nights ive had since last summer. i cant even describe what it was like for him to even be there. even though it wasnt a big deal, it made me 13 times happier than i have been lately. and then to see him afterwards. i went to the show friday and pretty much me and amber just were dumbassses but i was drunk so i dont remember the details. mercedes still hates me and i have been hanging out with heather lately. but heather is going home today and my mom is coming back. i think shes going to be mad because i havent stayed the night at my cousin denise's where she arranged me to stay all week. anyways saturday i was sober all day and i didnt do a single thing all fuckin day. yesterday i hung out with dustin and louis and ive been doing that alot for some reason. its kinda weird. we just come and eat all of my food known to mad kind. well when my mom gets home and everything is settled down and im maybe not grounded, im going to hang out with celiena because i want to even though she doesnt think i do. well im going to go and this is the longest one ive wrote in forever.