lost

[_darkogirl]

i finally decided to take responsibility for the way i have fucked him over and hurt and now, i dont know how to take responsibility for the things hes done. i cant. im not a strong enough person to be able to deal with all this. fuck, i cant even deal with myself enough most of the time. how am i supposed to deal with this? ive never been part of this before...ive known people who have been involved personally and non-personally, but i havent. and he wont listen to me. he wont.
now...again, i will try to help.

please, i dont want to say much. if you want to know, ask and i might be able to tell you....just plllease. please pray...and i know its weird me saying that, but please. send your good thoughts this way.